Death trax: Cynthia Alfonso
Play This At My Funeral is a new mixtape series where people (somewhat obviously) curate music for their own funerals. This week artist and animator Cynthia Alfonso shares her death trax.
I imagine my funeral as my last disastrous date, full of anguish and cowardice. I leave without saying what I would like to have said, in silence and without contributing anything. I remain silent, betrayed by myself.
I leave a pathetic funeral surrounded by people who pretended to love me in their own way and who wanted me to love them in their own way too. I wish for you the blows you gave me to get me up as an example for you to not make my mistakes moving forward.
I leave without believing in a beyond, I go alone with the lack of love, I go alone and I give thanks.